Confession Booth

I confess...

Sometimes I am a brat. Sometimes I am mean. In those moments of temporary evil, you challenge me through your worthy confrontation to take a look in the mirror and see if I like what I see. I have never had someone take on me like you – and though it may be hard for me to see the parts of me I am not proud of, I am glad that you have gained the confidence to shatter them from me and force me to acknowledge my imperfections.

I am aware of your keen patience and that you stay will me through my ugly moments. I can’t explain it, I don’t want to excuse it, but sometime all my pent up frustrations, disappointments and exhaustion boils over – and it seems that I place it on you because you are the closest to me. I know it is not fair, I know it is not right. So with humility I ask for you to forgive me when I turn this way – and I promise that I will make a dedicated effort to better myself because you mean the world to me, and I want to be good to you always. You deserve everything and I want to grow away from my bad habits. I want to show you that I, like you, can rise to be better.

Immortal Death

Fear can be one of the realest experiences. Surprising by its very nature, the lack of anticipation allows fear to strike with tremendous haste, never being welcome. Fear causes inability to maintain a healthy day-to-day attitude and aptitude. It paralyzes our ability to perform our best and compromises our faith that everything that is meant to be will be.

Surely all will perish from view in fair time. The hope remains that life exists beyond death. Letting all that has happened in history stay breathing in truthful stillness forever more.

Nothing loved will be forgotten by the state of existence. Even if not seen the whisper will make the hairs stand on the back of chickens necks. The only thing worth the pain is loss. The loss of something worth love.

Family Ties

Family ties. Whether they drive you nuts, lecture you, pressure you or love you unconditionally - we are all born into this hereditary unit. Whether we are Christian or not, there is no denying that Jesus gets most people around the world quite a few days off per calender year (thank you JC!). These few days for me are spent with my family. Sure I have to consume lots of wine to make myself a little more merry, but at the end of the day I know that my family is united and together we stand strong and proud. Perhaps dysfunctional-graceful in some way.

Nobody comes from a perfect family, and growing will always lead to intense discussion, criticism and observations by your family. However of one thing I am sure, my family has always allowed for me to be a strong, proud and artistic woman. My Mother has always taught me to work hard and be free to be me, and my Father to "get the job done right, cancel out the bullshit and never undermine my worth." I think those are the strongest messages Ma and Pa could send me that allow me to be a confident, young professional.

Thanks fam. Though this Easter I was with my partner's family, I carry you with my wherever I go.

New Jack Playback: Janet Jackson "That's the Way Love Goes"

This song is so sexy. This was when JJ was at the top of her game, prior to the popping tit incident that seemed to have shocked the world. She really needs to keep making music with Terry Lewis & Jimmy Jam! That is the magic combo.

ABANDONED CATS NEED A HOME URGENTLY OR EUTHANIZED ON MARCH 30th

Dear friends,

I NEED YOUR HELP TO FIND SOME CATS A HOME!!!!

My girlfriend and I have been trying endlessly since finding out about this situation, to find these furry babies a home. A friend of a friend found them abandoned in a parking lot in crates after work. She saw a man pull in who was drunk, open his van and dump them. She took them home and cleaned them up I hear, and they are currently and Toronto Animal Services at The Ex.

They have been vaccinated, all 9 of them, and I have been told that they are kind and scared. All I know is that 3 have been accepted into an adoption program because they have been deemed "adoptable," and 6 are still looking for homes. If they don't get homes by the 30th, they will be put down.

I am frustrated as I am trying to get more info, but having a hard time getting a hold of the girl that found them through my friend.

Are you looking to perhaps give a cat or two a home? I know they are longhair, about 1 year old I have been told. I don't know genders.

I look forward to hearing back from you and I will give you more info as I get it. Please contact me at thunderpussgeisha@gmail.com immediately.

I have contacted Toronto Cat Rescue and many others....no one is helping.

Respect.

KONY 2012 - Humanity Binds Together

I urge you to watch this video, I beg you to care. Please spread the word and take action to stop this man from enslaving our children. The world's future.

MC Jazz - Hip Hop Horray!

Hi friends. Here is my latest on MC Jazz in Xtra. Check out the comments section, this piece seems to have sparked quite the conversation.

Beauty's Muse

Over 2 years you have stood by my side. At least 100 days each year I have not been easy, plain or simple. I am over-emotional, I get stressed easily and as you know, I love without reservation and forget to reserve the copyright on my hearts stamp. When I am angry or moody I hide in my shell, only the irritating way a Cancer can. I dismiss you when you reach for me, trying to gently slip your firm hands to cover my my own. Sometimes I can be such a baby, but you never give up on me. Even if you take a moment to regroup the rope that will eventually pull me to my rescue.

You know I am my own worst enemy when I forget to let love rule rationally, or I am afraid of what I cannot control even with bright intentions. Sometimes I get so scared that I can't walk the straight line without you to to balance me out. You are the finest Corinthian columns bearing the weight of my crumbling yet steady palace.


Each moment spent without you I know you are carrying on, charming people while you create divine coffee over leisurely conversation. Oh and a smile that would inspire any master of beauty to praise Aphrodite and create with heightened madness for perfection.

You are a rare private trinket, the crowning gem of a priceless collection. Handcrafted with an uncompromising eye for details, each curve modeled on the fruitfulness of the true female form. So ripe, that you would make a chalice drip wine with envy.

Anyone who comes by you knows that you are special because in your chest you carry the heart of Midas. You are my very own mythical siren, washing away my tears and surrounding me with your eye for details. I only wish for you to unlock my key and have your blood rush through me.

You are as mighty as Aphrodite.