Saturday, July 14, 2012

Perseverance of Flow

Melodic moments. Memory burns misery. Over and over. Changes unchanged. Looming. Repetition of mistakes. Malleable. Dull of any common sense. Marked incomplete. Unable. Open wings clipped. Blue bird. Beauty's muse. Soaring low. Fearing high. Surpassed. Not knowing what is needed. What is wanted. Separation anxiety. Ugly anger. Snake. Greed. Seen differently within. No longer the savior is love. Isis. Pigeon flying in the wrong direction. Received. Fingers inside a familiar. Her innocence, Womb of gentle release. Lips swallowed whole. Full of breathless. By flesh meets flesh. Burn. Water moves still. Paradise. Illusion. Laughter. Frida. Awoken inside for a momentary endless ride. Praying. Without faith. Saved. Inspiration. Neglect. Haggard soul. Strong hands of compassion. Advice given. Never give up. Remember. Forgotten history. Licking away sin. Undeniable truth.

Friday, July 6, 2012

Confession Booth

I confess...

Sometimes I am a brat. Sometimes I am mean. In those moments of temporary evil, you challenge me through your worthy confrontation to take a look in the mirror and see if I like what I see. I have never had someone take on me like you – and though it may be hard for me to see the parts of me I am not proud of, I am glad that you have gained the confidence to shatter them from me and force me to acknowledge my imperfections.

I am aware of your keen patience and that you stay will me through my ugly moments. I can’t explain it, I don’t want to excuse it, but sometime all my pent up frustrations, disappointments and exhaustion boils over – and it seems that I place it on you because you are the closest to me. I know it is not fair, I know it is not right. So with humility I ask for you to forgive me when I turn this way – and I promise that I will make a dedicated effort to better myself because you mean the world to me, and I want to be good to you always. You deserve everything and I want to grow away from my bad habits. I want to show you that I, like you, can rise to be better.